Yeah good times I think i'll go crawl into a ball and die
oh yeah and i have a flat tire

Current Mood: shitty

Guess who i ran into last night out of the blue .....
Cosmo =) at a 7eleven in ferndale in the middle of the night lol
We're gonna hang out this weekend good times =)

Current Mood: happy

It's funny i laugh at evelyn for listening to all this emo music lately but i find myself doing the same thing. Anyway I'm at Evelyn's waiting for school to let out so i can pick Kathrina up and just thinking about everything thats happened lately and it's been a crazy month , but everything must happen for a reason. I'm doing things i probably wouldnt have ever been able to do while with evelyn and while i never felt the need to act on my urges to be with other people it is fun even though it feels kind of awkward and empty completely different than when i feGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNSEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I also have to stop reading her LJ not that it upsets me or anything but I think its kind of ..... i don't know just weird, but she apparently has a secret one now which is good =P she can get things out that she thinks would upset me though i think i could handle anything now. its probably more so she can talk about George anyway though she would never admit it, but i definitely see something there I think she should just act on it and see if mike will ever get his head out of laquita's tightly locked up ass. In other news i'm probably going to be moving in with sean and misty still just not until june which is cool i really need to get out of my mom's house.

I'm watching your eyes move slowly up and down my silhouette
And I wonder if you get it yet
This is the last time I crawl away on these broken knees
And don't you wish it all would be okay

Promise me you'll forget me
You said as you walked away
Don't hold on please let go of me
You make it so hard to leave

And I cant breath without you here for fear Ill catch your scent
And we both know how bad I get I don't do well on dwell and change
Don't you know that three small words could make this all okay

Promise me you'll forget me
You said as you walked away
Don't hold on please let go of me
You make it so hard to leave

You promised me
You'll never forget me
You promised me
You'll never forget me













Here come the busses time to go

Current Mood: contemplative

Ok i'm back home now
I think i'm going to create my own account when i get back from work It seems fitting with all the other changes and i think Ev wants this one back anyway Maybe i'll use movable type i don't know. I really dont feel like working today. I can't wait for the weekend johnny headband and mad drunkeness.

Current Mood: Work!!

I dont know why i bothered to private my entries nobody reads this thing anyway
so i changed my last post to public.

Current Mood: cheerful

So where to start .....
Evelyn informed we she needs to take a break from "us" last tuesday, and of course i was shocked. I had no idea I actually planned on proposing to her after my birthday (http://www.tiffany.com/Shopping/item.aspx?sku=GRP00497&search_params=t+-s+0-p+2-l+-h+-c+-r+169+134+132-x looked at this one a few times but never really got a chance to shop around) So i'm glad it happened now and not later, but i still really wish she would have just told me she wanted a casual relationship 2 or even 1 year ago.I would have been upset but cool with it after a little while. I am handling it way better than i ever would have imagined i've gone out almost every night since usually just to sean and misty's but out none the less.(though i did go to the bar thursday) I've been talking to Roya alot lately but strictly on a friends basis. Evelyn's Bday party is thursday and i'm pretty sure i'm going (removed due to meanness). I also got a new car =) wooH a 97 Eclipse GST its fun as hell to drive and i already have a huge list of stuff i want to do (after I pay my $ 875 phone bill ........) Exaust system, Bigger Turbo, and a million other little things. Gad i need to get laid its been like a month i wish i would've at least got some goodbye sex =P. Wow what a shock ......
I loved her so much unconditionally more than i thought i could love anyone, i overlooked all the little things and always looked at the big picture but i guess she couldn't.

you almost always pick the best time
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm, red flashing lights
well this time, i'm not going to watch myself die

Current Mood: optimistic

well to continue my post from earlier .....

yeah i just hope evelyn doesnt regret this because i dont see her getting another chance unless shes proved to me that she has truly decided that she can be with me forever.

Sorry no updates for such a long time
I've been on an Everquest binge =/ and am still on it

I'm such a dork

Current Mood: cheerful

I need to get the hell out of here ........

Current Mood: relaxed

Okay forget Teh-quad-laser.co.nr i guess it does sound stupid ....

anyway the site is coming along http://www.tehquadlaser.evielution.com

life in general is coming along too I got the highest grade in my math class on the last exam (96% + 5 extra credit points) which brings me up to a c+ overall which is terrible but not bad considering how badly i was doing. Ev's mother moved back into her house yesterday, I'm not sure how i feel about that. I am glad she is finally done with Shane (assuming she really is) ,but i hope she does not hurt Ev. I can just see her trying to build some kind of mother/daughter bond and then trying to use it to take advantage of her and generally just smash it to bits.

Got my lj on the front page mostly just to see if i could do it =P
considering i never type in it

My url is teh-quad-laser.co.nr

Current Mood: amused

ANTI-FLAG LYRICS

"Fuck The Pope"

I don't want your fucking dogma,
I don't believe in what you preach,
I don't want your fucking bullshit,
You infect everyone you teach.

You offer prepacked salvation,
For the guilty chosen few,
You say we're all just sinners,
Say it to the altar boy you screw.

You make me sick with what you do.
Lies and guilt and hate, are what you spew.
You do it over and over and over again.
Take your god and shove it up your ass!

Ignoring real problems,
That you've hidden in denial,
Living in the past,
Ruining people's lives.

You talk about family values,
Well, I'll tell you that's a joke.
You talk about family values,
While on some young boy's cock you choke.

You make me sick with what you do.
Lies and guilt and hate, are what you spew.
You do it over and over and over again.
Take your god and shove it up your ass!

Treating women like they're servants,
Like they're baby factories.
Treating gays like some sickness,
You're so fucking diseased!

You say I can't beat off or screw,
Or else I'm going to hell,
I'll beat off right in your fucking face,
You think I fucking care?

You make me sick with what you do.
Lies and guilt and hate, are what you spew.
You do it over and over and over again.
Take your god and shove it up your ass!

http://www.petitiononline.com/chrswlkn/petition.html

I think I'm a Vegan again idk
Anyway Time to work out =)

I dont know why people dont understand why this is my decision and i usually avoid the subject in conversation but its fucking killing me and i need to rant...

I am a vegetarian Because ....
I feel that It is not only bad for your own health but for the health of the entire world to eat meat. First lets start small



* In 1961, the “Journal of the American Medical Association” reported that a vegetarian diet could prevent 90-97% of heart diseases.

* Studies reveal 59% less cancer among people who eat small amounts of meat, compared to average meat-eaters. (Imagine how much better those figures would be when compared to vegetarians.)

* Scotland has the highest rate of bowel cancer in the world and they eat 20% more meat than the English.

* The kidneys of the meat-eater must work three times harder than the kidneys of the vegetarian.

* Although meat needs to pass through the digestive tract quickly, it takes four times longer than grains or vegetables.

* During World War I, Norway and Denmark could not get meat. The death rate dropped 17% and then returned to normal when they returned to their meat diets.

* The American National Institute of Health, in a study of 50,000 vegetarians, found that they live longer, have far less heart disease, and a much lower cancer rate compared to meat-eaters.

* In England, vegetarians pay less for life insurance.

­*­­ Studies show that vegetarians are stronger, more agile, have greater endurance, and recover from fatigue faster than meat-eaters.

* A Yale University study revealed that vegetarians have nearly twice the stamina of meat-eaters.2

* Cornell University announced through major newspapers in May of 1990, “Humans are natural vegetarians.” The report said: “Animal foods, in general, are not really helpful and we need to get away from eating them.” “In addition to reducing the risk of heart disease, low cholesterol also protects against colon cancer, the most common life-threatening cancer among Americans.”

**Pasteurized milk, like meat, drains the body of alkaline and electrolyte minerals. Milk that has been cooked (pasteurized) takes more calcium to digest than it gives back!

ok fine if you want the fuck up your own body
but,

* World starvation is well connected to meat-eating habits. If Americans stopped feeding grain to cattle, the excess grain could feed 500 million people (not to mention the land that could be used to grow food instead of being used for grazing cattle). When people see those programs on TV about all the starving children, they should consider that their diets are a contributing factor.

Ok now lets talk about the enviroment

*24% of the earth is used to grow food for cows to eat

*Cows are the #1 producer's of greenhouse gasses in the wold

*Cows are the #1 source of water polution in the U.S.

There is so much more that i just cant think of now ......

Oh and the 2 Questions i always get from peope are ...

"where to you get protien?"

First of all the are plenty non-animal sources of protien, but what really pisses me off about this question is that the value of protien is highly over exaggerated. too much protien actually pust excess stress on the kidneys and other organs and in turn blocks the absorbtion of vitamins. And i also get bullshit about vegetarians being weak and unhealthy, which is garbage ive never heard anything about elephants or gorillas ,2 of the strongest animals in the world, being weak, or myself for that matter (245 bench in high school). everyones just been mindfucked by this adkins garbage into thinking its a healthy way of life.

"what do you eat?"

I hate this question ....

Italian
Pasta,Pizza, i love eggplant =)
Mexican
enchilada's MMMmM, Tacos, burrito's ... Whatever can be made without meat
Chinese
Vegetable Lo mien, Vege Stif Fry, Rice, Egg rolls
Arabic
Tabbouleh, hommus, baba ghanoush, Stuffed Grape Leaves or Cabbage, fattoush
Fast Food
Subs, Fries, Salad, Veggie Whoppers, BK veggie,Grilled Cheese(not on the menu but theyll do it lol),Wendy's Veggie pitas,Baked potato's,Nachos,Mexican Pizza,Been burrito, 7-Layer,
Also there are all kinds of "Vegetarian Meats" usually made of Soy
Chicken,Chicken Nuggets,Hamburgers,Hot-Dogs,Ham, Pretty much anything imaginable
Garden Burger Ribs are awesome

I think I'm Done ranting for now
I just Get pissed off when people disregard my life choices as wierd or stupid
Not that i care, but it annoying when people refuse to care or learn about what their choices are really doing to themselves and the rest of us

I never write in my journal ever.

Raylyn Baily and Nina from my sisters B-Day party saturday

I'm gonna try to start posting more regularly
Anyway ThanksMassTurkeyMurder Day is over now it went okay. We went to my My great grandmas (Jeff's Grandma really) which was ok ate and whatnot and then generally felt kind of out of place for a few hours with my sister and evie while everyone played poker and drank lol. Then we dropped my sister off at home and headed over to bobby's house watched freddy got fingered (great holiday movie). and just hung out i dont know why but i was alot more comfortable over there than with my family. then they busted out the gamecube for some shrek super party lol , Eve was in first place almost the whole time but ended up losing =P. We left pretty early, I could tell somthing was bothering eve, But i didnt bring it up, And wont post anymore about that becasuse she would kill me, But all i could tell her is how much i love her and i will always be here for her.

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Today we're gonna go buy a scanner for Evie's birthday (early present) Hopefully Bob can give us a good deal =)

I think thats it for now
Yay Time to wash dishes =)

Current Mood: blah